"It has been a long time i haven wrote. Loneliness and alone has distinct meaning.. I wouldn't go tellin people about this. Went to college for two weeks now. I can see the gap between what i went through during high school and college. I shouldn be nagging about the loads of work i have. It makes no sense and it seems useless too. I wondered many times when will I be a man. I like this girl.. that girl.. his girl...Things seems complex.. From simplicity to complex. I should have done better last time. This statement isnt the one i m looking for. I must proceed further. I realise sometimes i m really cocky, senseless and impatient. I tend to follow my feelings. Irrational. I backstab, insult.. I just feel guilty."
Hold On.. This will be the story of me if I didnt know a very special person. This very special person changed my whole life. He told me many secrets. Without him, I am just a coal. Being dugged up and burned in a furnace. His name is, Jesus Christ.
Present Time..
I left my favourite book isolated in my drawer. I tend to open it but i couldnt. It was my mistake. After hours of reasoning. I finally opened and read this book. Straight to the phrase:
"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy ,it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trust, always hopes, always perseveres" Corinthians, Chapter 13:4-7.
It was a miracle that this book mentioned many things about love. I eyed each words as tears rolled down my cheeks. It wasnt that emo. It is a permenant gift i will have in my life. I wished many people will seek this gift. I leave my old habits and i seek for new one.
“Thoughts lead on to purpose, purpose leads on to actions, actions form habits, habits decide character, and character fixes our destiny”
Tryon Edwards quote
Friends will leave. And it seems like it is impossible to let them stay with you forever. A footprint on the sand i would say. That is what i called friend. The deeper the footprint, the longer it will stay.
1 comment:
Andrew, I hope you read this..I am touched by how God spoke to you through that love chapter..you know what? Jesus is the BEST friend you will ever have..he'll never let you go!
Hey, you always have a good friend in me, and if you need anything just sms me yea? : ) God bless and take care..
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